I find myself feeling jealous.
Silly, I know, but the exploits of my peers are turning me into that notorious green fiend. Or maybe it’s because I’m a girl and insecure. Hah.
Whichever it may be, I feel bored and unfulfilled, though to be honest, this is one of those fleeting feelings that will come and go with the sunrise.
Sometimes I am too aware of my friends’ accomplishments and it makes my own triumphs feel wanting.
I’m judging myself too harshly.
Work today was chill, by the way. I have a million things to learn but it ought to get better with time. I start my second job on Wednesday.
Unfortunately, I have the JUNIOR ENGLISH PROFICIENCY ESSAY TEST (JEPET) tomorrow morning. A ridiculous timed essay test. I have to head to work immediately after that.
Welcome back to the grind, Jun.
Gag. I never fail these sort of exams, so no worries there; I just find them incredibly boring and tedious.